urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:armoreddragon armoreddragon armoreddragon 2005-08-07T05:57:31Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:armoreddragon:705 2005-08-07T05:57:31Z 2005-08-07T05:57:31Z I go to cry, but find my eyes dry, I go to weep, only pity comes out. Who am I in this world so big, what have I become and where am I going? I fear the future, I fear that I'll never accomplish anything, I fear that I will be forgotten, faded, gone. I fear that no matter how hard I try, I won't be anything, that I'll remain the same worthless kid for the rest of my life. Most of all.. I fear myself.. I'm afraid that I have wasted my life thus far, I am afraid that I shall remain this emotionless being forever, I'm afraid that I will lose the remainly shard of humanity I have left in me. I fear.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:armoreddragon:265 2005-06-05T05:30:49Z 2005-06-05T05:30:49Z Those who have faith seek more.. more then themselves, more then their upbringing, they reach towards a unseen light with hopes of feeling it's warmth. But what does one do when he is losing his faith? Forever going towards the unseen force, but going without the modivation and push that had once been so strong. Believeing is one thing, but a lose of faith can not be forgiven.. pity those lost sheep who have strayed from their masters, for their lives have ended the second they looked away from their one true guiding light. <br /><br />This may seem like the useless ramblings of a teenager with sleep deprivation setting in, but listen to one thing I must say. Once you have found what you want or want to do, never look back.. go for it with all of you might, and maybe.. just maybe, you will achieve your potential. Have faith in yourself...